Everlasting drama.

OKAY! It's been a week since I am back from a family gathering. Trust me, It's more of a drama going on for a few hours. There are some who are enjoying it & others, well, they are just plain disappointed.
There are many who are ardent to enter into the drama & there are some who are dragged into it.
So, what are family gathering all about? Fun? NO. Meeting members of your family that you met long back? YES. Enjoying the meeting? MAYBE YES. MAYBE NO.

Family gathering are usually about:

• People oops! I mean family members teasing other family members just because they don't have anything else to do. 
• There are some who are showing off their kids. Well,  HELLO everyone, who is interested in your kid's handwriting or whether she is a monitor in the class. And she topped in L.K.G.. DUDE? Seriously? Are you showing off THAT?
• While there are some who are showing off their kids,there are others who are not bothered about their kids.They don't care whether their kid's are beating , running or breaking things around the house. They are only interested in gossiping. Obviously, that is MUCH more important than what your kid is doing. ;)
• There are some who are only interested in match making. Their hawk like eyes trying to find a "Sushil Bahu". To put it simple, the fair, intelligent one who doesn't really wants to go for a job. 
• Oh yes! How can I forget? The two important groups that are seen ; THE MALE GROUP where everyone has that high wall of ego and if you prick a needle to it, they are not able to control the excruciating pain.And , they do what they are best at after that.
  THE FEMALE GROUP where usually all the juicy gossip is heard. Who ran away with her? XYZ should have done that & shouldn't have done what they did. God! When are they going to take their own life seriously.
  
  And, then yes, there are some like me who don't know which is the group they fall in so eventually they either try to fit into one of the above groups or try to find others in their category.
  YES! This is what a family gathering is about. :D

A BELIEF IT IS.

There was a time in my life ,
when my heart & mind gave up ; lingering on that one thought day & night.
The time when the sun was up , my moon was up.
And when the moon was up , my moon settled down,
leaving just darkness all around me.
My life had come to a stand still,
with only my moist eyes in sink with the monotony of darkness.

As i woke up, I felt someone provoking me to fight back,
holding my hand ; giving me the belief I could do it.

" TRY TRY UNTIL YOU SUCCEED " That one phrase i recalled , I gave it all up,
Tried to find a way in the dense forest of negativity.

I don't know , I would never know who he was.
But , living with the belief that god,
YES ! God , the ultimate source of strength is always there with you.

My Life In A Minute ! :)

 I have just no idea about what it is like NOW . It used to be heaven some time back with all the fun & " Not-Doing-Anything-Still-Getting-What-I-Want" phase . IT IS ALL OVER . No more carefree days . No more random hangouts. No more willingness to go to school. All I am left with is my Mom-Dad's support & My siblings' and friends' support ! :) 


11th has changed my life & made me a stronger person. I have learnt so many things in these 6 months . I realized people are with you only till their needs are full-filled & If not " Tata bye bye .. Do i know you? "
Well Yes !! This is how people are .. SELFISH ! 


I came to know who my true friends are ... Though i still doubt about some ! ;) 
I became a bit more optimistic in life .. It sounds like an irony as i talked like a pessimist earlier . :P  I have started taking life as it comes . No more planning to be done ! :) & Trying to exclude the Unwanted & not needed part ! :) Making new friends is also a part of this changed life ! :D & i feel really glad to have made the new friends ! :) 


Fortunately or maybe unfortunately [Whatever you want to take it as ] things are going smoothly to an extent ! & i feel amazing to do WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ! :D <3

Friends.

 Friends are the siblings that god forgot to give . Old one but yet the best one ! :D


Friends . I have a few of them BUT YESS ! I have the best lot . They make my life worth living . Sharing anything & everything with them is just so easy . Life seems to be so EASY when i'm with them . :)


We Laugh. We Cry. We Bitch. We Eat. We Dance. We Sing. We talk rubbish [ or maybe some sense ;)]. We run. We party. We scold. We praise. We hate. We love. We are crazy & we do everything in a different way . No one can match OUR RANDOMNESS ! :D

==> Getting into the worst possible situation & then asking " Yaar ab kya karu ? Mein toh mar gayi ."
==> Trying to make a decision all by oneself ,Then getting confused & saying " Yaar bahut ho gaya ! Ab tu  
       bata  kya karu ? "
==> Not doing any homework & school hours mein pareshaan se saying " Yaar tune kar liya kya ? Copy de
        de."
==> As soon as you say a no to them for something , instant reply coming out is " Bas dikha di na apni dosti.
        " :P
==>& the most needed by me .. When i am cribbing about my busy schedule & crying .. Best reply-" Koi
       baat nahi yaar , padhai ki maar denge bas SUNDAY ane de ! " :P

   They know me inside out . Have the best understanding of my flaws & love me in-spite of that . That's what makes me the luckiest on earth . :D

LONG LIST OF FRIENDS .

1. Aashi                                                  2. Somil

3. Paridhi                                                4. Anjul

5.Krattiika                                              6. Sanskriti

7.Aishwarya                                           8. Pallavi

9. Sugandha                                           10. Astha  

11. Prachi.                                             12. Juhi

13. Rishika                                             14. Radhika 

15. Anadya                                            16. Luv                                                  

17. Neha                                               18. Sriyansh                                                

Love you guys ! <3

My First Creation .

I was standing and waiting ,
Waiting for you to turn & 
Look at me , run towards me 
& hold me tight ;


The moments we spent , The last goodbye.
The best hugs , The fatal truth.
The night calls , The shattered dreams.
I was standing & waiting for you to turn. 


The truth of life is as harsh as
the pretentious society.
Some come ; Some go but ,
the best lingers in our heart FOREVER.


I was standing & waiting ,
waiting for you to turn 
Coz Hey Boy ! You are one of those best ! :)